Stinky-
No worries buddy- If you kill one great, if not thats okay too. One way or the other people will fault you- why because you are you. You had a hunt of a lifetime..you saw more huge bulls every day than any 3 days you've ever hunted here in NM.. You saw some of Gods roughest, most beautiful country. You hunted with some fine people who you can call friends for a lifetime. These guys stuck their necks out for you in a very bad situation. You passed on several bulls that were over 350". You have a sweet as can be wife that loves you, family in your elk camp every night, and a Mom that is taking care of things and rooting for you at home as well.
One huge bull or a spike or an empty pickup bed will not change any of the above.
So go out tonite, enjoy the mountain, watch the sunset and pull that damn trigger on the next bull that steps out..