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As I have stated before, you do not understand me. I do not hate or dislike you or other libs only your beliefs. There are those that I do hate. I wish I could say different but I would be lying if I told you that, I am far from perfect. You have no idea what I have experienced in regard to child illnesses. Twenty two years ago my First Cousin and best friend died of brain cancer. He was a fireman and a husband and the best friend one could ask for, he was twenty two. I watched him go through numerous surgeries and recoveries. I also watched him wither away. I think of him every day I live. I would have traded places with him if I could of. He never lost his faith during any of this. He accepted what God had planned for him and never asked "why me". Two years ago my youngest son was discovered to have a large tumor on his spine and vena kava. Prior to surgery we were told the tumor was 99% certain to be cancer. Many people in numerous states and of different Christian religions prayed for him. I never asked why this was happening and completely accepted what God had planned. As I have stated I do not have to like God's plan, just accept it as good and right even when I can't see it. I pray I can always do this. My ten year old son went through eight hours of very risky surgery. He made it through and was sent home several days later. Now we were waiting to find out when he would begin his treatments. Two very long weeks past bye when we got the call. The countless prayers were answered, there would be no treatments, it was not malignant. We were told there are only four cases (on average) in California like this a year, (Three weeks after coming home he was back on the pitchers mound. He was a little upset in that he was not allowed to play his other position of catcher. After baseball it was time for football. I guess what I am saying is that he made a full recovery, no nerve damage or loss of coordination. The kid is very athletic and loves to hunt also.) In my eyes this was God's work, Not because I wanted it that way, not because we deserved it, only because it was God's plan( I believe the power of prayer had a bit to do with God's decision). And yes I am thankful. If my son didn't make it would I have asked why? I honestly cannot say. My faith is in God and I pray for all mankind. You state that you cannot understand how I can hate, accept outcomes and accept obummer as my leader. Well I am human and I am flawed. I still have failed to rid my soul of a lot of bad. I win most battles, however I still hate, get angry, resort to violence, cuss and the list continues. Not proud of it. I pray someday to overcome these flaws. I can't accept obummer as my leader. It has nothing to do with race or his claiming to be a democrat. I believe he is doing his best to destroy our democracy. pelosi told us four years ago what his plan was (to fundamentally change this country as we know it and to redistribute the wealth), in other words socialism. Could be that is God's plan also. We won't know until the fight is over.
Norkal
"INVEST IN LEAD FOR THE TIMES AHEAD!"